STRESSED OUT!!!

For those of you that know me well, you know that I am a person that worries a lot and frets over things, sometimes things that I have no control over, and then I get really ill. I have been so happy with myself cause I have been really good for the past year or so, I can't remember having the morning belly aches and dry heaves for at least that long...well it started back TODAY! This whole house situation and the fact that we are headed into one of our busiest times of the year at the creamery, and the fact that we are short at least one driver and Tony is back out delivering milk instead of being back at the office running the business, and we don't even have any "bites" on the house and we are basically living off credit cards because I will have 2 mortgages to pay, it is just wearing me down...(SOMEONE PLEASE BUY OUR HOUSE NOW!!!)

I have been packing boxes like a little busy bee, but it is no fun without Tony to help me, and he frankly has more than enough to do at work that I wouldn't ask him to do anything once he gets home. Yesterday when he got off the delivery truck, he went to the office to get some paperwork done and realized his computer was not functioning at all. It is acting as though a virus got thru our firewall, at first he thought it was crashing, but the hard drive seems to be intact. Why would someone hack thru our firewall? What do we have that they want? Just one more thing for Tony to try to handle, when will things go smooth for a change? Gabe wanted him to play last night, but Tony was just too exhausted which I think just made matters worse cause Tony felt bad that there wasn't time to play together...I mean how can you turn down your child that you haven't seen all day...I really hope this move can make our family "whole" again in the since that we can spend more quality time together as a family!

The house is supposed to arrive today, the site is ready, hopefully the ground has dried out enough that the delivery trucks won't get stuck. Tony is a bit disappointed because he will be out on a truck all day delivering milk and will most likely miss the delivery, so I have to make sure I take the camera along!

We leave tomorrow mid-day for a business trip to Nashville, and we have not packed a single thing yet...(I guess that job will get done tonight)...I used to be so organized, now I am just TOO TIRED to care!